My mom and I were talking. Just about anything and everything under the sun. Ummm.. Well mostly it was about David though. I just can’t get enough talking about him . Well I was telling her how fansites work, how I felt posting articles, and I showed her the playing cards linda sent (thanks linda!). I also showed her Larissa and Tes’ pics with David which were included in the set. I then half-jokingly told her that I should apply for a US visa and tell them that I’m going to see David on tour. She then said “That’s a great idea! You can pay your godmother a visit and ask her for tips on how you can work there”. I was like OMD! She’s seriously thinking of letting me go to the US! I was floating on air and getting giddy at the prospect of the possibility of seeing david live.

We were looking at tickets online from here to the US and I was thinking that if my mom complained that the tickets were too expensive I’d offer to pay half of the fare by using my life savings (LOL). Anyway after a while my mom’s bestfriend (my other godmother) called and they talked for a looooong time. I was getting nervously impatient waiting for them to hang up so we could continue planning. My mom then hung up (finally!) and she then faced me and told me to forget about it. I think my face dropped and I wanted to cry so bad. I asked her “why?”. She told me that she talked about it with my godmother and my godmother said that it would be diffucult for me to be granted a US visa because of my age, course (tell me again why I took up nursing. why?), and etc. I asked what about the part where i tell the interviewers that I’m going there to see David Archuleta? (I was already whining here). She said that my godmother told her that the interviewers would say “You would spend thousands just to see that person? Who would do that?”. While I was saying “Oh!” I was thinking at the back of my mind “I would, Oh I would”. My godmother said a lot of people have been denied a US visa for that purpose. *sob*

My mom then said that it wasn’t worth it coz we have to spend $200 for the application and a few thousand more for the trip to Manila (where the embassy’s located) and for the hotel for possibly nothing. *Sigh*. I hugged her and told her okay. I must’ve looked like such a loser coz she sent me sympathetic looks for most of the day.

Maybe now’s really not the time. So until then. Will be waiting for that day to come.

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